Dear Orlagh, This would of been the xmas that you really understood Santa. Dylan has been soo excited for weeks and went to see santa twice. I miss you the most when I collect Dylan from nursery. You would of moved to the bigger boys and girls room with Dylan and Isabella. They didnt like it to start with but they are okay now . I am sure you would of loved the new nursery, its the same place where we all used to go New Lives and baby massage. You were so funny at baby massage I dont think your mummy every actually managed to massage you as you were not too happy about having your clothes taken off. You had the biggest mop of hair and this tiny red face. Your baby sister Niamh would of had her first chrstmas this year and I am sure you would of helped her open all her presents as well as your own as Dylan too was chief present opener. I still cant believe you are sleeping I am sure you will be next to Niamh for the whole of her life watching over her just as you would if you were here. If only things could be different XxxX